Tuesday, September 12, 2006
haix.
i am not sure.. what i am thinking now..
i broke up.
and i am feeling down.. although it is me who ask for it.. yeahyeahs..
it is hard to force myself to love HIM.. i tried. But i just can't bring myself to HIM.. haix.. sobsob.. he must be super sad.. he has been waiting for me for so long.. haix.
so long.
it is nearly to 3am now.. tml skul. but yet still not sleepy.. am chatting w syaz.. at least i have accompany. :) love her.
my wati was shock. fala. too..... huda and sha too.. argh.. i think i am shock too.. whatever.
it is my decision. and i am not regretting.. it is up to me.
whatever it is.
i still cant forget HIM1.
but again it is also up for me to forget HIM1.
It does not takes time. it did. but afterall.. it is me..
people say i am choosy.
but
actually i am not.
you just have to date me..
as in date!
love me.
i will love back.
but in this HIM case.
he did not even date me.. so how?
he said he love me..but should i believe HIM?
he gave me alot of prezies.. and so what should i do?
he waited for so long... but he did nth.
just give me prezies.
argh.
haix..
still..
the past is still haunting me down.
2:57 AM
