Thursday, May 03, 2007
ROCKSTAR.
kinda feeling like dying. urgh... i donno if this is the sign or what... i am not sure really. i have a very scary nightmare.. it is really scary that i woke up halfway and i saw something towards the mirror again.. everytime mirror sia.. then i just ignored and smsed UAN. hahas. damn scary ok.. and i felt my hand was hold and yeah.. OMG la. k k .. wadeever. UAN replied i was merepek hahas.. and asked em to go and sleepp. wakaka.. i did slept. i slept at 630am.. damn late huh..
today, i have work in the afternoon but i donno if i wanna go ornt sia. haixx.. still feeling kinda sucky. haixx. i am now lack of everything.. i am so rebellious. urgh. RUDE RUDE is so not good sia.. i need to pray. haixx. it's a long time i never talk to god. long long time.. i miss ALLAH. sobsob i feel like crying now.. regret everything that i did. ALLAH forgive my mistake. pls forgive . you are the GOD ALMIGHTY. and i am just nothing. nothing. oh my.
i am tired. tired.. sick of everything.. i wish i can stay by myself.. i wish to wake up in time.. i wish to turn back time.. that is more better. i want to do something.. waiting for the right time. wait wait wait
BYE
9:28 AM