Wednesday, July 11, 2007
i am just tired of everything.
i wish i know how to say quit to them.
but how? but how?
i need money.
to find leisure in life.
i seriously am lazy to intro myself again and again.
you know i hate introducing myself that's y.
and i am scared of people .. seriously.
if i walk alone.. i will be looking down. ahahas
low self esteem. bad bad bad.
and yep.
ate long john yesterday and i donno this idiots.
they kept staring at me and they know my name!! fcuk.
i dont dare to look at them.. coz i don haf emo fren la seh. hahas
i haf but not to that extend. as in the hair the everything they wear. dammit.
inventory.
i donno y they send me to keypunching training but then i am not doing keypunching.
i seriously wanna do that seh.
i'm sad.
she said i'm slow.
am i? ..
but i got a relaxing job la. heheh.
that is hmm.. organise the papers. hahs. i am sick of numbers now. and i am still sad... sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad. i hate ...
finish everything around 830am.
i have to clean up the service area. dammit lor. hahha all the things that we repack have to put back at their own places la seh. irritating kann.. kannina. hahas.
received a msg from aunt.. she is really angry la seh.. hahas. all that i can say is sorry. irritating. ..
then ate breakfast in the cab. hahs. muhaimin bought the wrong meal for me.. i said $2 meal.. and he bought me a EM meal with a upsize ice milo la seh. hahahas. quite mad. but nevermind i uds. he is very blur.
took cab with as usual yoke tin, muhaimin and pu kuang.
and yeah.. best, i am tired and got home. my grandma nags at what i am wearing. dammit. .. i am so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BABI BUTO.
ok sorry. i neeed a breather.
BYE
MISS YOU.
4:26 PM
