where is my BATMAN?

2007-12-27T17:27:00.001+08:00

disappointing.

my days are quite fun especially on sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday.. today ok lah except for that disappointing result. we were so damn pissed about it.. anw, it suck alot. i just want to go school can?. hais.

and itunes really stress me out . now i know how su felt that day. bahh.. idiot sia. he is now sleeping. why why why must you sleep now? hahas. ohk.

and now i am trying very hard to figure the itunes.

takecare people.

2007-12-24T14:42:00.000+08:00

lovelove

2007-12-20T14:14:00.000+08:00

lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove

waiting waiting waiting waiting for you to be online my man. oh pls.. anybody add me to your msn. hehe.

oh anyways, selamat hari raya haji.
my fave cuzin is not heree with me.. nak bboal nak bboal..

my adek got 8pts. congrats to her though. yea.. maybe she is the only one who can help my dad huh..

i miss my frens. whr are you?

2007-12-17T17:21:00.000+08:00

I'm a hopeless romantic and kicking the habit but all hearts have darts.

i am at tamp now. at last... great.

yesterday, went out with su again. hehe. last minute. i like it when it's all last minute plann. (= sat at our fave place. clarke quay. (= wanted to eat ice cream cornetto but to no avail. next tyme. (= around 8pm we angkat kaki jln pegi marina square. craving for chicken.. so, as usual mkn kat foodcourt. (= i donno.. i love you man.

he sent me home after that. he took the last bus home.

you make me reall happy.
i love gg out with you.
you never make me bored.
& always make me blush.
omg.
you are the sweetest thing ever. (=

i love you, pure & simple.
sincerely wholeheartly

loveyou,
masukesu

2007-12-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

iim at JP. 1st time.. beh sesat seh. hehehehe.

yesterday, last minute jmp su skjp.. padehal lame.. send afiq.. die g melaka. hahas.. then kite due g jln2... then tu aje.. hahas.

at last bought my silicon case for ipod $12.90 damn ex seh..vincent saw it at net for only $4.90.. huhu..

ohkay la.. tu je.. sorry guy.. melayu uh post ni..

& & i am with kambing tru store ryte now.. aku sebok.. aku g tgk wyg ngan die nanti.. hehe..

(= i miss you, boyfriend.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE AFIQ

2007-12-13T11:15:00.000+08:00

(= at work.

this week the best week bcoz friday is my lasy day of work. huhu. (=

on last sunday, went out with su. i really wanna watched the tattooist. & really i wasted my money on that but i think worth it to watched with su. ahah.. irritating. reached home that day quite late. 2hours of sleep. =( but i enjoy being with him.

last monday went out with sery. (= & old chang kee chicken wing is delicious.

last tuesday, wati's bdae. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! & MCR. fcukin awesome.

yesterday met su & his frens. kate study main beat aje. fun though. (=

today? nth much actually.

(=

2007-12-04T10:21:00.000+08:00

i am feeling shitty yet again. =(
i need you but i dont need you.

yesterday i fcukin screamed at my sisters. they hate me now. urgh!. & my prepaid is low & i am lazy to top up. haha.. & my fren called me yesterday. f seh. i was irritated actually. hais.. i behave like an insane woman man.. everybody hate me.

imy su.

2007-12-04T09:28:00.000+08:00

1 week to MYCHEMICALROMANCE!
excited habes seh! (=
& i am listening to Helena now. serious can't wait for it to happen. whee..

xo,
mas

"Some say love is holding on and some say letting go, and some say love is everything, and some say they don’t know."

2007-12-03T10:20:00.000+08:00

time passes really fast man. like serious fast. & that is really really good. coz another 8 more days man for MCR. whee! although kambing never join but i will be gg with Su & his friends. i really don't know what to give an excuse to them to leave earlier seh.. Su will be meeting them @ 6pm. but i end my work at 6pm. so stressing giler. ehe.. but what to do. huhu. it will be better if Su fetch me from work. hehe. (= but anyway janji tetap janji kan. hmm...

saturday, we went out together. & i really regretted reading my sista smses.. really coz that msg hurt me so deep. feel like im nth in the family. ohkay wadever.. i will just live for myself then. ='(
at last i bought my sandals. if my slipper never snap last friday i will nver buy my sandals seh. hehe. i am like that.. i will use the thing untill it will b gone case aldy. ehhehe. after buying that we watched this gig at PS, it is actually a competition. hurhur... i think some of the bands are ohkay la.. but some, totally merepek nak mampos. hehe.. i saw ByDefination, Ash.. 2nd time aldy.. he is quite cute actually. (= after that we ate at LJS & walkwalk... ehehe.. watch late night movie at LIDO. (= first time with him. im glad watching that movie.. very farny. HEARTBREAK KID. BEN STILLER. (= & he sent me home. & & i am missing him now.

last night, met kambing. boring really boring. bcoz he is tired & aku mls nk lyn die actually. hais.. ok la.

takecare people.
im tired of working. =(

2007-11-30T13:23:00.000+08:00

tell me dear.
that what we had is real.

i can't seem to pick you out from the crowd.

lovelove.

2007-11-30T10:28:00.000+08:00

you guys should listen to automatic love letter. so sad so sad songs that made me cried yesterday. hahas. & vincent saw my tears & he thought that i have broken up with SU. no way la. our love is still strong & i will keep holding on. (= Insyallah.

anw, met sery yesterday. hehe. it was all last minit plan of my. coz today is her bdae. since she cant make it on tuesday so why not yesterday. i just want to make it perfect. (= huhu. (= she's happy. omg. i cannot believe that she cry sia. hais. but the cupcake nice hor. nak beli llage la. nextyear bdae if people buy for me a 19cupcakes 19 candles kan best tu.. heeh.. my dream.

kla. have to get back to work.

&HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERY RAHAYU. (=

2007-11-29T13:26:00.000+08:00

you know i missyou.

i would like to say a million things to you.
but that just seems so impossible.
i love you. i love you.

you are a great boyfriend to me.
you are sweet and everything nice.

hushhush baby.
my love will not die.

hugs & kisses.

2007-11-28T16:35:00.000+08:00

i felt cold.
nothing can beat this coldness in me.

2007-11-28T09:09:00.000+08:00

letters to god.

haha.. i am always the first to reach the office. wah lan.

anw, i really missyou.

2007-11-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

vincent is upset.

2007-11-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

haha.. stupid guy. lucky me that i private my friendster. y do you still care to view me seh, after all you said about me?! oh man.. you are such an ass man. seriously. why do you still care?. i thought it is all over. OVER!! ok whatever. funny ass.

ok enough of that.

today, simple plan is doing a private showcase at laselle. i hope i can see chuck & david. but too bad.. i tink im too lazy to crash or sneak. hahas.. they are not my fave anyway. FFTL all the way. (= if ever they could come here, i will be so estatic sia. (=

& i really miss su.

2007-11-27T11:19:00.000+08:00

i hate guy who is such a pretend. hypocrite..

2007-11-27T08:58:00.000+08:00

wasting our time.

2007-11-26T16:04:00.001+08:00

i am speechless.

less going out with kambing! & i understand why. i am attach already so the first priority is boyfriend not any guy. even it is like the closest guyfren ever. people might think otherwise. phew.. we are not going to meet untill it is MCR concert.. gonna rock our asses. But somehow im quite sad actually. sacrifice man. i hope he will meet his gerl fast. now, im losing frens. =(

2007-11-26T12:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday was super great. although there is sth wrong w kambing & su. hahas.. shy shy to meet. at last they never meet seh.. and su gave me sth unexpected seh.. sweet i can say but then i am too shy seh.. and i bought him a volcom wallet wrapped with toy's r us giftwrapper. hahaa.. thanks MARIAH. (=

anyways, i loveyou alot alot. (=

&thanx kambing for the teman.

2007-11-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a great day .. nothing to do with su actually. hahas. oops.. work was super duper fun fun fun.. eventhough bodohsai people were rude on the phone but vincent, fee and amanda brighten my day.. hehe.. ohkay ..

& anyways enchanted was farny .. you guys should watch the movie man.. tak waste duit su eh. heheh.. then thought could buy all the things that i want but then when the movie end shops are all close.. mcm bodohsai..

&today met ainini& adek die hanana went to watson.. shop stupid stuffs.. boros sia aku.. 70bucks wasted on stuffs. now, at aunt's house lor.. Bibik colored my hair.. it is black.. i hope it will be very black seh.. seriously! i bought , i thought it is a black nail color but when i applied it.. it is purple.. bodohsai sia aku nie.. urgh.

will be meeting abgkambing tml.. tml will be me&su 1month seh.. but then he have to work and no promises that he can make it..

& i am confuse.

xo,
Mrs. Chen.

i loveyou abgsu. (=

hopelessly, i love you endlessly
hopelessly, i'll give you everything
i won't give you up. -muse, endlessly.

2007-11-23T13:32:00.000+08:00

meeting su later. (= im happy. for im gonna watch enchanted. .. whee.

2007-11-23T11:52:00.001+08:00

shakira-hips don't lie is put on repeat sia.. wtf.. my ears are gonna burst.. fee tink so too.. & vincent hates ROCK!

2007-11-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

no it isn't-plus 44 is stuck in my head.

& i am very sleepy.
&my back is very pain.
&vincent is annoying.
&i miss su badly badly badly that i wanna cry.
&
&

i wanna go home.

xo,
Mrs. Chen

2007-11-22T10:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with kambing. i thought that i could watch enchanted but too bad seh. instead we watched fred claus. it's funny though but im too tired.. so, i slept for awhile. ahhas...

after the movies we went to great world city to eat at SPIZE. i ordered fish & chips it was nice. very nice. (=

i reached home around 12am.

2007-11-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

he smsed me early in the morning. it made me smile early in the morning.. by then i know today will be a great day.. and it is a great day. (= i am happy.

2007-11-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

vincent weng is so lame sia.

i love iced french vanilla coffee.

2007-11-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

random post.

i once watched game plan before with kambing. it reminds me abt 'the rock' gave this lady a chanel bag and the lady said channel.. wtf. and kambing said she is a bimbo just like you. and i roll eyes.

and wati just called she said y is your frenster in a relationship.? and i was like i got i got. haha.. she was upset with me that i never told her that i am attach.. haha.. now you know.. then she was like curious sia.. then i told her suhairi la.. then she kept guessing who is suhairi. ahha.. anw, will be meeting her later. ahah.. i am excited.. (=

anw, my job today is super fun. hurhur. (=

imissyou, suhairi.

2007-11-20T09:52:00.000+08:00

day by day, i am falling deeply in love with you ass. i hope this time will be worthwhile.

anw, i love peanut butter grape swipe. (= it really makes me happy every morning.

2007-11-19T13:43:00.000+08:00

i cannot believe that i watched bratz last saturday.

anw, sery hangin there aite.

2007-11-15T13:21:00.000+08:00

we are happy. (=

went out with abgsu after work yesterday.. then sat at this place till 1030pm. hahs.. the massukesu place.. funny shit.. he showed me some stupid magic trick.. hahas.. only 1 failed out of 4 i think..

now having lunch.. hmmkays..

back to work. (=

2007-11-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

i am happy. (=

and i just dont understand him .. someone have been logging in my frenster a/c and add comment to my frens pic..like WTH.. whatever la.

i love abgSUSU.

xo,
Mrs Chen

2007-11-13T14:02:00.000+08:00

today LinkinPark concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo,
Mrs Chen

2007-11-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

i am i donno. .. just that these few days of mine have been so great i guess. (= i am happy. it's like my life now is so best with him ard.. ytd we breakfast together.. at last got to eat hotcakes and after that perut ku cramp nk mampos.. the worst cramp ever la.. lucky me that i can still control the pain although i feel like fcuking kill suhairi.. ahhas. anyway.. i think i am deeply in love with him. but .. .....

ok wadever. im at my aunt's now.. gg home later on. (= i so miss my bibik. hahas. funny bibik. (=

tomorrow i have to work. it's like y must i work? haha// it's for MCR seh.. (= i hope it's not gg to bee sold out or sth seh. hehe.. i have to wait for like 2more weeks man.. i am like so broke now.. and i need to treat abgkambing to swensen some more.. some more i owe abgkambing money.. haiss.. terrible man..

i am so proud to have abgkambing as my close buddy ever.. he took care of me and ... yeah.. he bought me an ipod nano 4G. so happy sia. he is my close ever buddy, my bro, my confidante, my everything. =) i love him.. although he like to bully me like alot of time.. but i like it. hahah..

xoxo,
adek kambing aka akukental aka MRS CHEN. (=

2007-11-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

2007-11-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

i am bored to death.
save me abg suhairi!! ahahs

2007-10-03T16:05:00.000+08:00

hahah..

i am so high ryte now.. im at sery's home now.. hahas.. i love sery so much.. and seh said aku gile. sampaihati die.. sampai hati.. aku sedih aku sedih. haha.. craps..

hmm...

hmmm...

let the photos do the talk.. im lazy to type..

anw he's cool. (=

i am missing you.

2007-09-30T17:16:00.000+08:00

hmm..

i feel empty inside. . i donno what shall i do.. my nenek was just admitted to TTSH. .. she slipped on the wet floor.. oh man.. i really feel.. down..

im still finding a permanent job.. it sucks.

i miss him.. i am so pathetic. thanx dude.

i donno why but im typing randomly.. and i just let go my pitpit last khamis with suhairi accompany.. urgh.. i really feel feel lonely now ever.. i donno .. im such a loser in life. .. life is a garden.. dig it! ohk wadever.. i tink i shall go now.. i miss you..

at this point of time. all i need is ....

ohk. wadever.. gtg gtg.. have a nice day.

BYE. till then . masturah

2007-09-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

hmm..

im now at sery's hse..hmm..

my mind went totally blank right now.. it is all him him him him.. seriously i donno why. =( a bad thing. a very bad thing.. yea.. i know he dont care sia.

anyway, dont tink too much. dont tink too much. dont tink too much.

i miss you badly. really. ..

silent tears. ..

hmm... im broke. money money money money money money money money

ala.. whatever. B)

you know to be happy. .. sometimes you must be an ignorant. hahas.

bye.. thanx for the memories.

2007-09-16T00:56:00.000+08:00

im confused.
i wish i haf a mind of my own.

2007-09-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

selamat berpuasa to fellow islam. (=

i miss you,uan.

2007-09-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

hehe..

i will smile when i had flashback of billy sia.. it was so fcukin funny seh.. like seriously la sia. hahahas. ... only afiqa knows.., faizul and random ppl? (= and now you will know.. coz it's so funny.. me and afiqa was like in the toilet. and i always see billy in the toilet mah,, and so that day he's not in the toilet or anywhere else and so i was frustrated and i said mane seh billy? mean where is billy? wtfwtf.. suddenly he's infront of me.. and he's looking at me.. i was like so embarrassed seh.. and i just walked away fast from him.. seriously.. paiseh gile.. paiseh.. hahahas.. i wonder what will billy think sia?? pompuan gile?. aahahas.

worked at comex. so fcukin fun seh.. my boss was so funny seh.. haha. jimmy jimmy..

and i am gg to watch deadsilence lata on w suhairi.. haha..

and it's raining heavily now.. hmm... umm.. wadever.

and i hate chickenpox scar. haix.. sobssobs.

regret on what i did. ..

takecare. (= and i miss afiqa's boss. haha..

2007-08-26T16:02:00.000+08:00

lalala..

hmm..
hmm....
hmm......

im bored at night. can someone sms me, call me? talk to me till 4am?.. bcoz that is theonly time that my brain will be totally dead.. very dead.

and now im at sery's house. ..

for someone:

these few days really really fun?. hahas.
i donno?.
i really donno?.

i just miss those times we had together. really i do..

2007-08-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

im at lasalle. hehe. (=

with faizul and muhaimin waiting for liyana.. hahs.. i miss everything mann... at last got to go out sia.. hahas..

yesterday went out with afika.. and saw my billy sia.. im so goddamn hapi la sia. hahahas. hurhur.. (=

im so glad now.

and im over it. (=
though i really miss those time. sobs. aniway.. wadever.. have to move on.. maybe his happy now with other girls.. ok wadever.. urgh...

i have quiet nights.. do you?.

bye . (=

2007-08-14T12:00:00.000+08:00

rockstar

i have chicken pox!!!

i missed you
-emily-

2007-08-11T11:18:00.000+08:00

2007-08-11T10:20:00.000+08:00

im now at sery's home sweet home.. (= just back from the polyclinic. .. doctor said suspect that im gg to have chicken pox.. i think that doctor is so kental to the core la sia. hahas. i don't get him.. geexx.

on the 3rdaug.. went to work after that to baybeats.. omfg.. was super fun. met someone new. liyana.. that gerl really rocks man. hahas. and jamilah and khai.. and faizul da lame aku knal die. hahas. jam and khai left kinda fast.. tired i guess.. but anyways it's so goddammit fun la.!! after that went to town. hurhur.. and Li left first.. so left me and faizul.. watched midnight movie.. hurhur.. first time la seh.. reached home around 430am like that. hahas. my parents are cooll.. never get any scolding or anything. hmm.. yeah..

and on sat, never go out.. dammit lethargic.

on sunday, met wati. (= saiful got performance at vivo. hurhur.. so yeah.. great performance.. we sat at coffee bean after walking around like crazy girls.. got this 1 hot guy name IAN la seh.. he is so cute.. oh god.. i talked to him all the way. hahas. .. we chatted and suddenly i cried.. haix.. miserable life i have.. she said guys changed after they have their bike or sth.. and i thought sigh.. i donno.. and suddenly cried.. maybe i really am not moving on. haixxxxxx ohkays. no thoughts now. saw shamir, shakir and zai. .. never hang out with them. .. hahas

this week. (= on the last monday if im not wrong i went out with mizam.. was super great.. watched simpsons. (= hurhur.. and we get sicked together sia.. never in my life someone falls sick on the same time with me seh. hahas. hmm... all bcoz of the popcorn la nie.. too sweet. hmm.. and after that we just walked around lor. yupyup.. sat at taka.. and i swear to god.. i thought i saw him with another gerl.. then i was like stare stare .. oops .. sala org. hahahas. panic at the ..hahas. ok wadever. can cfm can cry on the spot la sia. hahas. cant rmbr wad time i reached home.. . hahas.

on the tuesday, went for the training .. got lost on theway there... funny shitt sia.. omfg.. kambing kambing.. and the bus driver bloody shitt.. anyway, reach ther on time. (= lucky kelua rumah siang sikit. .. training was super boring.. almost fell asleep la sia. . then after training met faizul kambing. .. taik kental.. accompanied him to buy a present for Li. with my stupid ass condition .. haha... walked around town wearing his big cardigan.. people must be thinking im one hot babe sia. haha.. jkjk.. i wanted to sweat badly but really cant.. walked on a hot sunny day also not sweating.. somemore wearing kambing cardigan.. haixx. reached home early.. coz im really sick sia.. high fever kepe.. hahas. taik betol.. straight away tido.. funfun. hahas.

on the wed stay home.. to rest. . woohoo.. coz the next day will be SINGFEST.. o mother fcuker..!

on the thursday ,.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woke up early. omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg .. speechless.. no words can describe how i felt on that day itself.. it was awesome dude.. i dont regret coming... and somemore.. was at the front row la sia. it's sokay lor. i got squeezeed like hell.. fcuking guys. hahas.. and... the academy is.. sung the song.. everything we had.. i was like oh fcuking shit. . i sang along la seh.. and i cried.. im not moving on seh. ='( anyway haixx.. wadever la sehh.. and reached home around 140am .. think so. hahs. thought wanna ton with faizul but he need to acc Li .. then thought can ton with shamir, zai and shakir.. but they went home aldy. hahas. anyway.. shamir and shakir suay sia.. they injured their legs.. can say i oso suay.. coz my leg got blue black.. the best!! then went home with fee and sha lor.. took cab.. hahas. best thursday ever sia. ..

and friday.. watched movie with sery, mun and milk. milk was kinda shy seh.. i don wanna disturb the couple mun and sery. so yeah.. aku nie kacau daun. ahahs. but niway.. best day jugak.. we talked at last kat KFC bile tgh mkn. hahas. funny shit.. he is a drummer .. how cool!! i so love drummer la seh, vocalist, guitarist. hahas.

oh .. shitt.. long post sia.. hahas. (= thanks for reading niways. (=
goodbye.

2007-08-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..

aku miss korang la.!

2007-08-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

addicted to this song. it's so me. (=

2007-08-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

(=
today, woke up kinda late. hehe.. norm lor. .. yesterday, planned to go out with hakill but too bad hakill was kinda late and so i went out with muhaimin.. coz he said his bored.. then im bored too.. hurhur... then it's like we watched this movie called alone.. dammit.. i thought this movie is so goddamn scary la.. but actually it is.. but kinda boring at the beginning.. hahas. and the rest you go and watch. ahahs. but guess you are wasting your money like that.. next up simpson or disturbia with mizam.. and rush hour with sery, sery's bf, sery's bf's fren.. haha. kinda funny.. coz kwn laki die nak tgk aku?. wtf. hahas. after a long time.. i played arcade.. hahas. kinda funfun. heehe. i beat muhaimin in daytona. ohkays.. actually 1-1 la. hehe. ok wadever lor. .. we accompany hazirah.. then tml im werking morning shift.. so dammit la,.. kinda lazy lor. =( mia? hahhas. after working meeting faizul and his frens to baybeeats yawwwwww!! hahahs. excited la seh.. have to wear shoe la seh. =( lao tidak .. kaki later got bruises. haha .. bodoh nak mampos.

ok ok.. i guess. gtg now.

i miss blogging la seh.

2007-07-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

my last post!!

woke up at around.. 930am. hurhur.. blahblahblah..
met shakir, ranor, zai, shamir and frens kat bus stop. (= paisey la sia.. seme pki baju skola. hahas. and then off we took bus to tanah merah. butbut thought that maybe i can bump to munir. . .. but no sign of him.. hahas. wadeverr la. (= but shamir never join us. hurhur..
so we plan plan then we went to lucky plaza. .. play pool. ok wadever.. a long day actually.. overall.. i enjoy myself today. (= although there is alot of flashback. hehe. ok wadever. i will remain stronger now . (=
.
bye.. thanks for reading this stupid post huh..

byebyebyebyebyebyeCB

2007-07-28T22:02:00.000+08:00

rockstarr.

geexx.. long tyme nv use that rockstarr thing. hehes. ala.. anyways... i think this would be my last post here.. coz i will be moving bck to kallang. hurhur. oh man.. da nak kene share katil.. but i guess it;s better there. coz i have my frens. (= so cool kann.. aku alek kallang balik. a new beginning huh. omg.. im excited sial!!!! eh.. i quitted everything la seh. hurhur.. tempted to work at coffee bean. (= monday should try. should try. or tuesday. or wednesday perhaps. can work at town. so much nearer.. bus 65 bus 65. hurhur.. donno y .. im so excited. monday or tuesday alek rumah la oi! best...

k. first i quit my band, second .. gg to quit TRU. .. third move to kallang. kan best tuu. hahs. i mean.. i can move on fast i guess. . (=

i love you., still.

anethin beep beep me. (= (= (=(= (= (=

i love giving ppl miss call. hahas

2007-07-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

to: someone.

does love really exist now?
imy like hell. im full of regret now. regret regret. damn regret. i was wrong. i made a decision too fast. too fast. haix.. how now? how?

do you still love me, like you did?
will you smell the same?
will you have the same touch?
will you? will you?
everything we had.

='(

2007-07-25T19:56:00.000+08:00

i love you..
can't stop thinking of you..

2007-07-25T01:37:00.000+08:00

tired of figuring out stuffs
tired of endless waiting
but still,
i love you

2007-07-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

='(

terrible headaches. terrible day. terrible eyes. terrible scream. terrible mood swing. terrible trying to cover up and at last brokedown.

TERRIBLE.

i love you so much, munir.

2007-07-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

how now?.

i am clueless.
i feel lonely more than ever now.
you know that i hate to be alone ryte?. ='(

frankly,
i really need you.

2007-07-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

hai hai .. pics frm just now. hurhur. sorila mizam. it was all last minute la. =(

waiting for the firewerks.

when she screamed i laughed. ehhe

shuddup.
i love this. (=
hurhur.. yummy. (=
lovelove. am craving for doughnuts. uan, blanje aku doughnut la.. can? hehe

THE END. (=

and i have to work full shift again tml. how tiring la can. =(

2007-07-21T10:45:00.000+08:00

I HAVE THE SWEETEST BF EVER!!

bodola.

yesterday met him at, under my block. i was like eating my ice cream. and he was like smoking. okay. haha. i donno what's funny. i donno. panas panas pon pakai jacket. very good very good. haha. whateverr. then took bus to central. ate KFC. at last i ate my chicken using my money! very good very good. hahahas. then fcuk went to metro. i fcukin don like that place.. and he show off that he can fold clothes betta. whateverr. then to Toys r us ALONE.. bcoz i wanted to buy that cookie dunker bottle that i have been eyeing for a long time. hehe. wrapped it up for my sista. as it was her bdae last two days. hahas. after that go back ALONE. haha. .. to 7eleven to buy cookies and milk. hehe. how thoughtful i am ryte. hehe .. i noe i noe. then lepak kat ruma. play play talk talk with them. notice that i am the odd among them. baah. i am the fair one. and i am the medium. not too thin like mai and ali. not too fat like iqa and shafiqa. hehe. (=

you knoe.. after that at 745 met wati . hurhurhur. .. sat under the void deck for like 1 whole hour .hehe. saw hidayat. .. my old crush kays. used to go school with him evrydday. until my fren asked me whether we are an item. ok NO! hahs. then i moved to tamp.. so yeah.. aku rindu die. he wanted to go out with me one day.. but no time. hahas. baahhhhhh.. kambing. hahas

ok that is all.

and today, meeting mizam not alonee but i drag serry along too. hehe.

have a nice day everyone although the sky looks gloomy yeah. love you guys.

u see wad i mean.

me. (= and sweetest gf ever.

2007-07-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

feeling down as always. i felt more lonely now. and i can throw my tantrum anywhere and everywhere and started laughing after that .. because i thought it was stupid of me to do that. although i feel like crying. but i guess there is no more tear to shed.

love you.

2007-07-19T02:30:00.000+08:00

how do i start this now?.
feels like giving up.
i love you though.
and im not letting you go.
but if you let me go.. i haf no say anymore.
just that we dont work out, huh.
but i cant seem to find who's at the fault actually.?
issit me?. issit u?. issit us?.
sometimes i regret being in a relationship. sometimes i think otherwise.
i will remain stronger for now.
dont wanna have high hopes for you anymore.
till then, i really love you. you are the sweetest guy ever.

it's better that we break kan kan kankan..

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2007-07-18T11:23:00.000+08:00

ok.
i am excited to met Fee later on. hurhur. am so excited la. verry la. hehe. (=

but b4 that .. just just now. manager smsed me sia.. to come to work.. i think cfm someone sabo shift one. woah.. symphatise on the people who work today. haixx. i seriously hate people who sabo shift. i did though twice.. but then i was really sick and got something on. haixx. now i realised. hahs. i seriously dont wanna sabo shift anymore. baahh.. if i want i have to get replacement for me sia. .. and yesterday while working, i dono y but i have a terrible migraine. but i hang on. hahas. think too much i guess.. and i think i have a bad temper. haha. i kept banging on things yesterday. serious. i hate this customer who called me thru phone and asked me alot of questions .. pls lor. i know you wanna know the price. i have already checked for you .. no price bcoz we dont carry that product and then you want to fuck me up and down.. haha. i thought she was stupid sia. her gf bought that y not ask ur girlfriend sia. sial.. and we are not lego.. just go to lego website. HAHA. funny people.. and i have to brush up my language. and pronounce my name properly. hahs. they always say, masterah, musturah, .. and many more. geexx. if only my name is siti. hahas. so, easy. .. siti . siti. siti. siti munirah. hahs.

oh yah. i think i got to change now. .. meeting fee. meeting fe. meeting fee. (=

loveyou

2007-07-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

i just need a little of your time. --

maroon5
nothing last forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness gets us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
Never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It won't fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

But we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling, oh..
I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

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people come and go.
but still i need you around.
nothing last forever.
but i need you to stick around.
but you dont have to linger.

i am finding you around
among the crowd
disappointed when there is no you
feels like giving up
feels like letting go
but i will hold on for now

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i miss everything about you.
i love everything about you.
no one can change the fact..

thanks love
thanks for everything.

2007-07-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

my feeling- =( sad

i seriously donno what to say. coz i haf no say anymore.
i am speechless.
sometimes i wish u uds me more.
sometimes i wish i uds u more too.
i really love you.
but i dont tink you noe how much i love you.

letting it go.

2007-07-14T22:34:00.000+08:00

rockstar.

i am like so fed up with this someone. .. sometimes i just think he is an idiot. like seriously. haixx. i am so disappointed la can.. dia tak faham aku ke?. i take off on saturday just for him, actually. aku da tak percaya lagi.

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met ranor and shahril at expo. hahs. .. chatted, walked and ate with them. burger ramly sedap sgnt. hahs. i mostly spent my money on food now. ahahs.. played psp. bodoh la aku.. if that is mee inside the car.. i could have die la seh. play like a drunk driver. hahs. then 430pm mereka pergi keje and i went back tampines to meet my cousin, aini. was fun chatting with.. such a easygoing person. hahs. and funny too..

what i did with her.? hahahs. shhhhhhhh.. family buisness. hahas okla wadever lor. we eat alot. and it is all on me. what to do.. aku yg ajak die keluar .. ahhas. as seme org kan... busy. hmph..

k la bye. i am so tired la seh

i hate minahs.

2007-07-14T01:48:00.000+08:00

i cant stop laughing looking at some of the pics at frenster. omfg. he is merepek la seh. hahs. oh man. i miss him alot. urgh.

just now at work.. at first was kinda relaxing but fcuk itt.. alot of calls from customer asking about transformer. CB la sia. bumblebee no stock la seh. bodoh la. hahahas. BETTER GRAB IT FAST LA! then at nyte.. more busy la seh. reached home ard 1130pm. (=

and at work just this customer.. two hot guys la. oh man. melting aku. .. this emo guy.. nth la. but the his fren irritating. but sweet. coz when i walk passed him he sung a song and look at me.. and i was like shocked. ok watever la. oh man.. and and .. the emo guy want to gift wrap. i was doing service area.. then i wrapped for him. then he said to that emo guy we should have take a box la.. more easier for her to wrap.. aww.. so swet la can. hehe. (= suke aku tgk die. then finish wrapping. he said you wrapped so nice. hahahas. (= make me happy seh. then then he smiled at me. (= i smiled back .. hurhur. love at first sight. just kidding. hahas. haixx.

i want to go out la tml.

BYE

2007-07-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

i just have to pour this out now.

i think you cant trust anybody wholeheartly or you might just get hurt at the end of the day.
trust your instinct. trust yourself.
am i expecting the unexpected?
i am not sure myself.
but still i will keep holding on till the end. till you tell me the truth.
feeling fading away it is.
sigh.
i think i am better off alone.

remember me,
emily. 121089.

2007-07-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

OK (=
work today was kinda fun. enjoy it. (= i have alot of my slenger moments la seh..
i am working full shift tml. baahh.. kambing.

i will be watching harry potter with FEE next week. hehes. sungguh hepi sgnt la. at last movie! i seriously wanna watch movie any show also can. hehe. coz the last time i watched was spiderman3 with pedos and sha. hehe. the seat was o9. so, seat o9 again. it's like my fave no. (= hurhur ok whatever.. so random la seh. and i miss uan. i wish that one day you can watch movie with me.. kesian seh aku.

k k ..

hmm..

alot of people wants me to change to the better? WHATT!! it will take me a long long tyme to change seh. and i really don wanna change now. i donno why. just that for me.. every people have their own personality .. have their own way of thinking .. cant change. eventhough you said can take it slow. one at a tyme. pls lor.. i wish that i can say this piece of my mind to you.. but i cant. you are the superior mah. you own everything. cant change the fact. oh man. am i gonna be packing my bags soon?
i wish that i have my own home la. haixx. sigh

masturah be good now. belajar sembahyang. bgn pkol 930am. pki seluar pangjang. kalau balek lmbt bilang awal. OMFG. i cant do that 930am la sia.

and comparing me with other people make me feel worse.

whattever shitt.

bye. miss you

2007-07-11T16:26:00.000+08:00

i am just tired of everything.
i wish i know how to say quit to them.
but how? but how?
i need money.
to find leisure in life.
i seriously am lazy to intro myself again and again.
you know i hate introducing myself that's y.
and i am scared of people .. seriously.
if i walk alone.. i will be looking down. ahahas
low self esteem. bad bad bad.

and yep.
ate long john yesterday and i donno this idiots.
they kept staring at me and they know my name!! fcuk.
i dont dare to look at them.. coz i don haf emo fren la seh. hahas
i haf but not to that extend. as in the hair the everything they wear. dammit.

inventory.
i donno y they send me to keypunching training but then i am not doing keypunching.
i seriously wanna do that seh.
i'm sad.
she said i'm slow.
am i? ..
but i got a relaxing job la. heheh.
that is hmm.. organise the papers. hahs. i am sick of numbers now. and i am still sad... sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad. i hate ...
finish everything around 830am.
i have to clean up the service area. dammit lor. hahha all the things that we repack have to put back at their own places la seh. irritating kann.. kannina. hahas.
received a msg from aunt.. she is really angry la seh.. hahas. all that i can say is sorry. irritating. ..
then ate breakfast in the cab. hahs. muhaimin bought the wrong meal for me.. i said $2 meal.. and he bought me a EM meal with a upsize ice milo la seh. hahahas. quite mad. but nevermind i uds. he is very blur.
took cab with as usual yoke tin, muhaimin and pu kuang.
and yeah.. best, i am tired and got home. my grandma nags at what i am wearing. dammit. .. i am so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BABI BUTO.
ok sorry. i neeed a breather.

BYE
MISS YOU.

2007-07-10T01:45:00.000+08:00

i felt hurt.
im so useless..
so, what is the use of me for working..
i am better off not.
i can't take it anymore.
where are you when i need you the most?
i am seriously lost.
so lost that i forget how to smile.

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i am seriously hating my job now!!

2007-07-07T19:52:00.000+08:00

uan.

i miss you alot. 2whole days of not talking means alot to me.. y dont you call me now??. i so miss you alot alot seh. )= boleh kah aku menangis sekarang?. i noe it's silly of me to be sad.. baahh.. i am not that strong enough.i really miss you. .. a call means alot to me seh..

haixx.

i am so worried to death seh. should i call his fren?. omg. worry sick .. fcuk la fcuk la fcuk la. mix feelings.

ok wadever lar.

time will move on fast. and i must think positive. think positive. (=

he will be ok ryte?? omgomg paranoid la sial.

ok wadever again. (=

bye.

and i went out with nabilah today. hahs. funfun. .. first tyme sia went to punggol.. and that matilda house is so creepy tell you.. hahs. hope it will not hunt me to sleep la seh. ..

ok nytes. sleepy seh. .. working full shift tml.. baahh

2007-07-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

rockstar.

oh bloody man.. today is the last day of using internet man.. baahh.. gonna get bored when i'm having my off. dammit.

today came late to work.. bloody shitt. . was tired lor.. then overslept. hahs. chibai. tml morning shift again.. actually they want me to do full shift sia.. and i was like... no. i felt guilty actually.. haixx. what to do.. i have to take care of my health.. scared that my cough will become worsen. then if worsen have to take mc.. who will susah later? hahas. macam fhm aje aku nie.

and then hmm. after work today.. i went to watson shopping. hahs. bought stuff that is not in my shoppin list. hahs. ok wadever la.. i tink my pay will finish soon i guess. a big spender i am. hahs. i am a make-up junkie now. hahahhas. bought birthday prezie for my bibik liao. hahs. cool. (= i hope she likes it.

and haixx. wednesday gg to be my first month with him. but guess plan all will cancell .. dammit. bcoz at the last minute just now.. faizul told me that on wednesday got training at 7pm. i was like WTH. hahas. and i said ok.. haixx. and they gave me responbility about filing papers. OMG. sedih seh. haixx. i tink i cant keep eup if there is alot responbility for me to take on. hahas. scared that i will let them down.. or sth like that.. you know .i am not that perfecionist. or i am not that good. coz i am so forgetful and tend to ehaixx. i donno sigh.

ok wadever withthis..

i just miss my friends and BF. omg.

bye. WONT UPDATE ANYMORE..
till then, love you guys. (=
will update once in a blue moon. hurhur.. sad to close this blog down. )'=

2007-07-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

met Uan. irritated by him really at first.. but whatever lor. hahas. then then at last we decided to watched christina aguilera concert. hurhur. it was fun though.. i am like a mad girl screaming. hurhur.. fun funf un madness sia. (= she sung my fave song. woohoo. that is hurt and beautiful.. was waiting for beautiful .. and yayness.. die nyanyi lagu tu when the concert is coming to end. woohho.. happiest gerl ever. (= love you uan. told uan about today got fireworks and all that.. die tak percaye. bodoh. tu uh. tak dgnr berite. hmph. .. nice firework i can say. wowness.. wonderful. hahahs.. love you uan. took 16, alighted at city hall and took bus 2 to Bedok.. then 69. long journey seh. hahas. love you uan.

seriously,
i love you. (=

baahh.. working full shift is the shitt man. haix. )=

2007-06-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

Once more I'll say goodbye to you
Things happen, but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this
Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
Oh yeah

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
The best place to be when you're feeling like

i am feeling like shitt now with the weather like thiss

2007-06-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

what i am feeling now.

i am sick and tired.
my eyes are heavy.
my head are turning and swirling.
what i need now?
is just your call.
i miss you badly.
love really makes me sick.
i am not crying though.
i am sad.

my post is disgusting.
i hate this feeling. i hate it alot.

bye people.
forcevomit.

2007-06-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

haixx.

i really felt stupid yesterday night.
trying to go ebay.. and sign on.. baahh.. it's such a burden.
my head was damn heavy yesterday night and i was really tired and sleepy. but.. omg.
i really am sad. .. i know i cant cry for the stupidest thing. . but im sad.
i misss wati. i need wati. wheere are you?.
so went to register ebay just

to sell a pair of $150 christina aguilera back to basic concert tickets. gonna sell it at $200. you save $100. .. row 27. seat 8&9 east entrance. URGENT..!! coz the concert is tml.. so, face to face transaction tml. pls pls buy it.. call me.. 96804235. .. thanx.

i am such a stupid idiot. haix. will i be ok tml?. dammit la . i miss you, uan.
are we gonna meet tml.? baah...................... dead ayam

2007-06-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

i felt betrayed and cheated.
how could you?.
cant you keep this a secret?.
love talking behind my back..
i sure you do. hahas.

not sure if you two are so goddammit close
hypocrites.
two-face mothafucker.

BYE

and i quitted my band already.
don wanna waste other people time.
thanx for everything everyone.

lalalalal

2007-06-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

i am tired.

but then.. i love the working environment toDAY LA.. there was so much laughter.. hahas. this girl funny shit.. i went for my lunch late eh.. then then she said she will wait for me.. then we eat together.. then i was like crazy uh.. i thought she was joking ard.. but then.. she really waited for me.. and i cant stop laughing.. one crazy gerl sia.. hahhas. i donno how long she wait lor. i think very late. haixx. hahahahas. funny her..

hafta to work again tomorrow. hahas. hope tomorrow will be ok ok. (=

i miss my boifren. baah.

bye

2007-06-26T21:03:00.001+08:00

hmm..

i hate her. fcukin shitt.. if you wanna do sth at least can u pls tell me.. then i can take care of that 3 noodle. STUPID sia.

ok i feel much better now.

and i miss my mum. damm. i think she thinks that i am a bad daughter. i think i am a bad daughter. i am bad. haixx. you noe what.. i forgotten about her bdae. and now i donno how to tell her.. i am a sucker in this.. i don wanna her see me cry. i am strong! hahas. ok wadever.. just wanna shoew her i am strong and independent. ok i do depend on my dad for money of course.. i am such a shame.. haixx. 2 years when working at MCD. never ask him for money.. got la.. but then not that you know. so much.. and when i quitted MCD that was on late 2005 i asked dad for money.. i am such a big burden.. up till now ask for money.. ahas. my sibling jealous sia. coz my dad give me more. baahh.. such a bad person i am.. haixx. have to stop my spending habit. UAN, help me kays. hahas. wadever la.. boifren aku pandai sia simpan duit, masak.. tu seme. aku ni.. i feel so useless sia. haixx. doinks la. a

and to him.. donno that you want me. baah. sorry is what i can say.. haixx

bye to all.

i am still standing still .. I LOVE YOU

2007-06-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

rockstar

i have got nth to say.

just that he sux.!!

2007-06-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

rockstar.

i so miss you.

i was so lost back then.
.. but i get up and smile...

i am seriously tired of everything.
fcukin customer.. some more that BODOH pny pompuan .. babi.. cannot wait uh.. some more that fcukin HIM oso cannot wait.. WTF WTF WTF. I seriously am pissed off with him.. coz seriously .. haixx. cold treatment. people wont understand.

you know.
i just feel so good now.
memories.
i mean if u rmbr the good things you will sure to be happy. aww.. i love him. .. anw, good luck again for your TP.. hahas.. time passes damn quick.. ~~the last time i met him was last saturday.~~ ~~he fetched me from worked. (= he really shocked~~ ~~me with that fuckin foul mood face.. you know i m not that good in~~ ~~you know .. wadever im talkin..~~ but he smiled without me saying anything. lalas. and i was like .. kau gile eh? ~~he have problems. hahas. ok wadever.~~ i want to eat sushi,hotcakes and pocky.. when can we meet again?.

so here it goes. tues,wed and thurs morning shift. how cool?. hurhur. many people envy with my shift. but what to do eh?. got committed thing to do .. hurhur.

ok la..
gudnytes.
ILY

2007-06-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

yayness.. i can upgrade my handset.. i am so gonna upgrade.. not now.. eheehhe.. hurhur.. i so love this.. and fcuk.. i am working full shift tml.. and nari aku tak jmp die. baahh.. i slacked at home for the whole day.. like.. so WTF.. aku boring gile..

aku hanya cinta kamu aje.

2007-06-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

i will keep on loving you lar. ..

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tired. tired.

feel like giving up on work like seriously. i hate the customers today.. seriously. fcuking assholes. urghurgh.. my straightening sucks to the core sial.. cant concentrate well.. coz okays. here is the story.. i have already did the first lane seh.. suddenly, when i came back to the first lane.. it became messy.. fcuk lor. urghuregh.. i was so fcuked up about that.. urghurghurgh. haixx. cani bite you?. heng.. i have huimin.. so, understanding.. and all of them lor. bahh.. and just got to know.. me, yoke tin and donno who.. hhahas. lives in 1 area.. all so near sia.. so cool seh. hahas.
ok im crapping.

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bye.

2007-06-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

here is the pictures from yesterday. lalalala
love serry alot.. she is such a camwhoree.
and and she kan kan.. never eat spicy stuff.. same like me too.. hahas.
yayness!! we got something in common la can. love you alot serry.
thanx for the advises. . really appreaciate it alot la seh. (= (=

act cute aje aku nie..
again.. acting cute. hahas
i am not SELFISH . sometimes.hehe
he thought me how to dig my nose in public. hahas
can't believe that i really love him. hahas. whatever

gonna be stuck at home today. woohoo..

miss you

2007-06-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

hi there.

i am having a bad headache. i think lack of sleep.
slept at 4am. .. haixx. woke up at 6am. then. .. went to mum's hse.. slept around 1 hour. then last minute.. heh.. met sery. walk around with her.. from town to esplanade. thanx sery with the advises and all that.. i know what i wanna do now. . (= thanx..

his gum is swollen. wakakaka. i am evil. miss you.

tml no plan sia. .. gonna slip. slip .. as i am working full shift on friday. dammit. and sunday too. saturday aku free!!! and it is mum's bdae. hehe. what should i buy for her??

penat nge aku nie.

my eyes are pretty heavy. ok heavy now.

bye

and this is for UAN.

i love you

2007-06-20T06:47:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wish to shut myself down, but for awhile
i have enough of this
why can't you just understand my situation
i need you
i trust you
i love you, without doubt
you have to believe me. !

should i be looking happy when i am sad?

haixx

sorry. i think i make a big mistake in my life.

this is gonna be serious

2007-06-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

my life is going to be exciting.. ever ever and ever. but although this will hurt me big time.. nothing can stop me now.

thanx

2007-06-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

went out hurhur.. thought gonna meet eqin alone but then there were ezan and huda too.. hahas.. was a pleasant surprise. heh. went vivo city .. walked around. sound boring but it was fun fun fun.. aku sayang mereka.

tomorrow gonna meet flor first.. 830am dammit early seh. up till 5pm in the classroom i guess. dammit seh.

hahas. wadever la.

-"i am running away from knowing the truth"

2007-06-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

speechless....

i trust you. i really do.
i am not sure what will become of us.
but we will make it thru it all.

i love you
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17th June. we made it. last day of PUKImon atrium. hurhur. .. i miss them. not that tired with people like wan, min, max, fiza, nizam.. EVERYBODY. around me. ella, whr r u?. haha.. MISsing them already. life have to move on. (=

tuesday i have training at suntec. wednesday meeting. and friday werking full shift.

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maybe i am A STUPID DUM DUM.

2007-06-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

i love you

sometimes it is so near but feel yet far away.

i hate this feeling.

2007-06-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

ROCKSTAR.

hmm. .. just got back from work.. not just but an hour ago. eheh. 9pm and i am done. straight away went home.. bloody tired. took train home. and bloody bangla beside me. and pathetic indon maid beside me. and i was like stucked between them.. that bloody bangla try to tackle that indon maid sia.. fcuking shit .. babi.. no shame. somemore that indon maid ma'am is infront of her.. bodo babi bangla still got the bravery to tackle that indon maid.. urgh.. WTFWTFWTF.. i was so disgusted by him.. forget about them. urgh.. feel like smacking that bangla testicle sia. BABI . urgh.. donno y am i so fcuk up about that bangla. hahahahahas. babi btol la.

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and i miss my fcukin boifren.

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BYE

2007-06-12T13:31:00.000+08:00

rockstar.

kiss kiss. hahas.

i am bored to death now. waiting for him to wake up . urgh.. kesian die. .. hmm.. meeting him later. under the block again. (=

actually i am not sure what to blog about now. haha. funny uh.

i love being in love . baahh. i sure you too huh. longing for this feeling for like 2years already. yeap. exactly 2years that i am single. and i hate being single. i dont know y. hahas. funny. not actually. eh!! i am not desperate. hahas.

tomorrow working morning shift. baahh. macam malas gitu.. hahas. ala.. cant. i need money to lead a happy life. hahahas. no uh .. to go shopping. (= whee..

take care guys

2007-06-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

[ ]skirts
[ ]purse
[x]shopping
[X]make up
[ ]bracelet
[x]necklace
[ ]pink
[x]shoes
[x]boys
[x]posh

Girly-6

Boy-ish
[x]baggy clothes
[X]black
[X]swearing
[ ]chains
[ ]skateboard
[X]rock
[x]bikes
[X]hang out with boys
[X]jacket
[x]messy
Boyish-8

Nerd
[ ]thick books
[ ]tucked in shirt
[x]homework
[x]computer
[X]smart
[ ]extra h/w
[ ]thick glasses
[ ]loner
[ ]short trousers for school
[ ]neat hair
Nerdy-3

Emo
[ ]blood
[x]music
[x]bangs covering one eye
[ ]penknife
[ ]depression
[ ]sadness
[X]black
[ ]cuts
[ ]loneliness
[ ]desperate
Emo-3

Multiply by 10.

so, it's like i am 60% girly. 80% boyish. 30% nerdy and emo. hahas.

i miss you, B.

2007-06-09T12:42:00.000+08:00

omg. he made me cry like a stupid gerl and all he said just joking. and i was like WTF!! haha .. i love u,B.

work was kinda fun.. i love the united square sidewalk gang. hehe. so fun. so relaxing. so much laughter. if there is sidewalk like this again i wanna go. but another one week and i have to leave united square. gonna miss them seh. sobsob
and the next day after the sidewalk i have to go to some training. gonna be tiring. but wad to do eh. hmm..

i have already checked my working schedule and hmm.. off days on tuesday and wednesday only seh.. the rest is working like shit. hahas.

gonna meet love later. hurhur. go whr?. not sure yet.

and i colored my hair again. it looks really ok .. i love it so much. thanx bibik ku yg ku cinta sgnt. i really love my bibik. sometimes i treat her like my mum. in a gud way la. she is like a mum to me. (= we share prob and anetin funny. (= love her. i wanna follow her to indon if she went home for a holiday. b, u let me go eh. (=

love u love u

in a happy mood now. so dont make me angry la can.

i love you

hahas

2007-06-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN UAN

you smells nice today. (=
you are the sweetest guy ever.
and i love holding on to him.
i love ur ciggies smell.
omfg.
i am in love.
issit good or a bad thing.

and i think i hate that bitch! she is being a goddamn bitch. she is.

2007-06-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

i love him deeply
but such stupid am i .. not to show it to him.
and i am a sucker for gudbyes.
dammit.

i miss you now.
go to work safely now. -

2007-06-04T23:55:00.001+08:00

damn this feeling.

nth could be done.
she is the superior one.
what can i do.
i am just a guest.

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fcukin shit.
i need a hug now
can someone hold me close
can someone wipe my tears
can someone said everything is gonna be ok?
can someone pls?...

i am confuse
i am lost
can someone find me the right way?

i don need a advice
i don need someone to nag at me again

i know what i am doing
but i am just a little bit lost

pitpit. i so love you.

2007-06-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

just killing time.. to get sleepy.

001. Real Name - masturah bte musrin

002. Nickname - mas . only dad and mum call me urah. hehe

003. Single or taken - not sure.

004. Astrological Sign - libra

005. Male or Female - female

006. Elementary School -beng wan pri

007. Ipod - zen neeon

008. How many buddies on your list -
hmm.

009. Friendster name - mas,with-love

010. Hair Color - dark brown or light like that lor. hahas

012. Hair Long or Short - medium
014. Eye Color - dark brown

015. Are you health freak - no at all

016. Height - 168cm i tink so

017. Do you have a crush on someone -
(= yes

018. Do you like yourself - no. i like him more

020. Think you're awesome? - haha

021. Piercings - donno if it is still open hahas

022. Tattoo - no

*Your 'Firsts'

024. Surgery - nope

025. First piercing - ear

026. First best friend - diyanah

027. First Award - i forgot. not that impt anw

028. First Sport You Joined - forgotten

029. First pet - fighting fish! love daddy

030. First vacation - hmm.. forgotten. kelantan i guess

031. First Concert - forgotten

032. First love - no. donno

*Favorites

033. Favorite movie - sepet

034. Favorite tv show -ntah

035. Colors - black,purple,green and white

036. Music - hmm.. is universal. ahahas

039. Drink - greentea.

040. Body part not on the face -

041. Cartoon - spongebob

042. Favorite piece of clothing -

043. Brand Of Clothing -

044. What do you sleep with - my fave bolster. hehe

045. Favorite School - macpherson sec

046. Favorite Animal(s)- terrapin. pitpit my love

047. Favorite Book -

048. Favorite Magazine -

049. Food - chicken rice and chicken noodle

050. I'm drinking - nth

052. I'm about to - call someonee

053. Listening to - nth

055. Waiting For - myself to shut down

056. Watching - the laptop screen as i type this sentence

057. Wearing - grey shirt black short.

*Your Future

058. Want Kids - (= totally

059. Want to Get Married -maybe

060. Career in Mind - tak tau la.

*Which is better with the Opposite
Gender

068. Lips or Eyes - both

069. Hugs or Kisses - both

070. Shorter or Taller - same height

072. Romantic or Spontaneous - both

074. Sensitive or Loud - both

075. Hook-up or Relationship -
serious long relationship la.

076. Sweet or Caring - Both

077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant -
ahaha. both

*Have you ever

078. Kissed a Stranger - not yet

079. Drank bubbles - haha

080. Lost glasses/contacts - dont wear that

081. Ran Away From Home - not yet

082. Broken a bone - not yet. wanna try . heh

083. Got an X-ray - not yet

084. Broken a heart - alot of heart. hahas sorry

085. Someone Broke Your's - haixx.

086. Turned Someone Down - haixx.

087. Cried When Someone Died - my grandpa.

088. Cried at school - haha. yeap.

*Do You Believe In

089. God - ya

090. Miracles - ya

091. Love at first sight - no uh

093. Aliens - haha gila

094. Magic - ya

095. Heaven -ya

096. Santa Claus - no

097. Sex on the first date -no

098. Kissing on the First Date -no.

099. Angels- ya.

*Answer Truthfully

100. Is There someone You Want To be
with right now?
yes.!

uan, thanks seh. (= love ya

2007-06-03T12:13:00.000+08:00

GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT
THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S
UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME
ON/OFF"

FOR GIRLS - About guys: Turned ON, OFF,
or DRM(doesnt really matter):

Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you: OFF
Wears braces: ON
Has blue eyes:DRM
Has hazel eyes:DRM
Drinks alcohol too much:OFF
Smokes:OFF actually
Plays sports:ON
Smiles a lot:ON
Calls you just to say Hi:DRM dont call at lebih best. hahas
Compliments you: ON
Good dancer:ON
Wears jewelry:OFF gile kepe
Has brown hair:ON
Has Black hair:ON
Has blonde hair:OFF
Has red hair:ON
Makeup:DRM haha
Can make you laugh at any given
moment:ON
Loyal:ON
Plays guitar:ON. duh
Plays drums:ON. i love travis
Sing:ON. sing for me only onee!!!!!!!
He's buff (muscles):HAAHA. ON
He can draw:ON
Easily jealous:ON. hurhur
Doesn't eat meat:DRM
Doesn't eat vegetable:DRM
Has a tattoo:ON
Has a lip ring:ON
has tongue ring:ON
honest and open:ON
goes to church:DRM
Own a sport car:ON
Own a sport bike:ON

FOR GUYS - About girls: Turned ON, OFF
or DC (don't care)

dresses like a grandma:
plays musical instrument:
is shorter than you:
same height as you:
is taller than you:
has green eyes:
blue eyes:
has brown eyes:
has long hair:
has med. hair:
has short hair:
drinks alcohol:
smokes cigs:
smokes weed:
wears glasses:
has blonde hair:
has brown hair:
has red hair:
works out:
smiles:
calls you just to say hi:
creative:
compliments you:
shaves her legs:
wears jewelry:
has bigger feet than you:
has smaller feet than you:
smiles when you walk into the room:

belly piercings:
doesn't party:
likes to party:
laughs a lot:
pierced ears:
pierced anything else:
honest and open:
goes to church:

2007-05-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

dammit.. she did it again. we did not meet up. if i were to wait for her.. guess i will never get out of the hse. i chose to move on and just went out with fee, huda and sha. (= so happy to move on. ..

so, i think moving on is the right thing to do then wait up for something that will never turn up, huh. (=

i am so moving on. and happy .

i love you .